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Monday, September 3, 2007

A Bittersweet Note.. Echoing Silently

 Another post of my poorly updated blog. I pity it.. probably wonders why i created it if i don't make an effort to post actively. Many happenings have put me off blogging and maybe i'm just not that interested in the first place.
 It's raining now, perfect reminders of my life's memories, however short it still is. Hearing the steady rhythm of the rain falling in the night leaves me with a slight feeling of bitterness with just that hint of sweetness. Just the way i like it.
 I look up at a cloud covered, starless sky and i feel a sense of loneliness. I'm a stargazer, a dreamer, caught in a web of confusing events and a world of everchanging nightmares. I am no brave person, not outstanding, just another teenager you see on our Earth. (Maybe a head taller than the rest but it depends) I am now really searching for a guiding light in my life.. to take my hand and lead the way. Thats me, always prefering to be lead as i follow, taking the easy path. Always hiding my true feelings and opinions.. or maybe i just don't want to be heard.
 So now maybe this is one feeling getting out from me...
  I have always been silent, always been waiting, so this time I'll be the one asking.
  Will you follow me and give me this chance? Take my opened hands and walk with me?
  I Don't know what to hope for anymore so I'll just stand here and wait. No more turning back.
  I'll wait for the decision, whatever it is. Regrets, pains and hesitations are behind me. Now i'll just wait and see, If you'll just be a memory.
  

swallowed at 6:55 AM