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Wednesday, August 22, 2007
Sleep Is What I Need
What the hell is the time now? Damn it... I can't sleep at all. Right now as i start typing at 3.45 in the morning, my eyes are still wide open, probably could do a few rounds of Taman Tar if not for the ungodly hour I'm stuck in.Again I close my eyes and jolt awake minutes later because of horrific nightmares. Well, not horrific but to me its hell on steroids. Maybe it put me off sleeping, the fear of living these terrible dreams I'm having. Waking up crying, afraid and alone isn't a very pleasant sensation. So here I am, energetic like I just had some Red Bull (horrible shite btw) and well blogging with no typos. Need to keep the typing volume down though, damn keyboard's an old model. Click clack a bit more and I'll get an earful. >.O
Tomorrow (today actually) is going to be a very much boring day. I have no spirit to even attempt the add math project and frankly speaking right now.. I DON'T GIVE A SHIT about anything that requires me to get out of my room. Unless we go for another movie, that keeps me distracted long enough to shut down my brain.
At least I have that book to keep me company, normally I'll just be face down on the bed, stinking and rotting, waiting and just being a pain in the arse. And again granpa wakes up and gives me that fucker look. Not in the mood to be polite btw, so i just give em the finger. xD I'm a hellbent son of a bitch.
Wow, I'm getting cranky, wonder if anyone knows this blog exists. Does anyone care? haha not many thats for sure. And bestie, if you're reading, cheer up k? Thanks for msging with me through this sleepless night, you're probably asleep by now. Allah's there for you, not for me, and if anyones got sins.. It sure as hell ain't you. So smile smile? We've known each other quite long and it tears me to hear you're depressed. You've always been my sunshine.. don't go out on me. Well thats all I feel like talking bout..
AND I'M STILL NOT FUCKING SLEEPY!
A bit more dota or maybe some reading.. yeah thats a good idea.
Good night or good morning.. whichever suits you best. =.='
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